Bullet Journal 2021-06-19 Saturday

• Told Constantyne how chatting with him is complicated
• Not sure exactly how to explain what I mean by that
• He replied wondering how it's complicated
• Not sure how to reply back
• Still thinking about it
• Partly to do with our separate lives now
• Partly to do with our past
• Partly to do with how we aren't involved in a game together now
• Partly to do with the topics on world affairs that tend to come up between us
• Again, not sure what I mean to say 🙂
• Haven't played Alchemy Stars again yet
• Still do want to play
• Feel like waiting for better time when I can relax and play
• Maybe too many other things now
• Chatting with Miach was nice
• She helped me through a bit
• Suggested I talk with professional about my anxiety
• I had considered seeking an online therapist
• I loathe J! 🤯
• Still want to write about the many things I relate to in Oathbringer
• Wondering if Vulgard still reads my blog once in a while