Lost Whyspers

Having difficulty focusing on anything Too much to think about Too much upcoming Still considering joining the FM game Problem is that I have an upcoming trip next week Might not be able to post for a few days Miach sent more emails I replied to one about a song from Against The Current Feeling tired

Osie made a goodbye post on FoL that has me somewhat rattled Feel like making a reply Not sure how much I want to get involved Not sure exactly how I feel about Osie Not sure exactly how I feel about the situation Wondering whether to send a message to Chloe Finished a few tasks Saturday Hoping this upcoming family trip goes well Feeling somewhat heavy tonight Like I'm in the middle of endings and beginnings Thinking about joining a FM game soon Earlier thinking about Sassy from my Mistborn clan Miss her Hope she and the baby are doing well

Feel like I should write routinely Still not sure what to write about though Feel like my thoughts are too much in a jumble Saw Facebook post for friend J Saw post about visiting majestic bodies of water Hope he's enjoying his travels Making slow progress on projects Worried about upcoming projects Worried about the unexpected as usual Trying to be positive and focus on good things now Trying to keep a heroic mindset Stuck, stuck, stuck Why do I keep going in circles? Ahhhh, why can't I be left alone? I realize that sometimes the only way I get anything done is to get thrown into it or to throw myself into it in a moment of impulse

Starting to get some breathing space after moving back to US Trip itself went well and without any major issues Extremely busy since getting here Going to still be busy in months ahead Trying to sort out everything and take things step by step Preparing to open Discord for first time in awhile Kind of worried about that for some reason Yet also look forward to getting back into my social circles Joined EIMM misc game on FoL Originally just planned to be backup for in case they needed it They immediately let me take over Geyde's slot since he had to drop out Game hasn't actually started yet Not exactly sure I understand how this is going to work, but should be less effort than regular FM game Interesting to read about Nancy Pelosi visiting Taiwan now Need to get back into reading Also need to start listening to music again

You have to assemble your life yourself, action by action. — Marcus Aurelius Chatting with Miach a bit again She was having trouble with her email Remembering TSO (The Shadow Order) guild from War of Genesis Preparing for a trip Continuing to watch Witcher season 2 Finished through episode 5 Getting quite interesting Can't concentrate much today

Your principles can't be extinguished unless you snuff out the thoughts that feed them, for it's continually in your power to reignite new ones... It's possible to start living again! See things anew as you once did — that is how to restart life! — Marcus Aurelius Trip coming up next week Orange's invitational FM game on FoL coming up soon as well Helping to host Starting to use PrayerMate app again Still have prayers and quotes from before Some very inspirational, like the one above from Marcus Aurelius Feel like I need to use this daily again Slowed down in reading lately Need to pick back up on that Wondering about Constantyne Wondering about Vulgard Watched a little of season 2 of Witcher as preview Looks like it will be very interesting again Read that season 3 in the works

Hiking trip actually ended up being lot of rock climbing also Soooo tiring Don't understand why people think that's fun If going out in nature, I'd rather have leisurely hiking to enjoy the time Want to use the time for reflecting Preparing origami Easter eggs for nieces

Family hiking trip this weekend Osie checked if I'm okay with replacing into a game on Mafia Colosseum