Posts

Showing posts from 2021

Bullet Journal 2021-07-28 Wednesday

Image
Signed up as replacement for the Paint Your Mafia game on FoL Originally didn't feel like joining because of the drawing mechanic Now I'm somewhat interested Also noticed they are quickly running out of replacements Need to prepare myself for the game Wanted to write more, but got busy

Bullet Journal 2021-07-26 Monday

Image
Again, need to praise the Bullet Journal idea Haven't written for a while, but feel guilty when I see my old Bullet Journal entries I get the urge to continue even if I'm not sure what to write Then just starting to write makes ideas flow Not sure why I haven't written for a few days Things have been relatively good Maybe I don't want to interrupt the flow by thinking too much about things Wonderful success with Project SV recently Asked Jane about FBR tool They apologized about forgetting Been extremely busy recently Will continue soon Signed up for Final Fantasy X Mafia game on MU Nieces interested in playing Coup again We played over weekend

Bullet Journal 2021-07-22 Thursday

Image
Intended to post on recent FM games yesterday Hope to get to that later today Worn out and slightly depressed yesterday, so vegged out watching Loki Enjoyed every episode (only 6) Looking forward to what comes in the MCU People continue to be frustrating πŸ˜” Notice I get too worked up Need to not let things bother me so much Probably partly to do with lack of sleep Also lack of satisfaction in other areas

Bullet Journal 2021-07-20 Tuesday

Image
Foster accepted my friend request Said he thought we'd moved on from chatting since it had been a while Said he felt Discord worked that way where people come and go Originally I didn't remember it being long since we'd talked I thought it had only been a day or so Went back to review my blog and saw that indeed it was at least a week or so before I even started wondering about not hearing from Foster I didn't notice he'd unfriended me until maybe a month later Good to have a blog to refresh my memory of events πŸ˜€

Bullet Journal 2021-07-19 Monday

Image
Fighting temptation to feel overwhelmed Trying to view things in small worlds Want to find things to eliminate Trying to focus where I can Resisting urge to play new games Saw mention of game called RimWorld Very detailed sci-fi colony sim Sim games make you feel like you are accomplishing a lot Reading less lately Feel need to read more again Keep finding books I want to read Considering game for SINoALICE guild to play over Discord Simulate smaller version of Colosseum from mobile game Thought perhaps this could help make guild feel closer Leader had tried Hunger Games, but game completely automated Need something with player interaction

Bullet Journal 2021-07-17 Saturday

Image
Signed up on Patreon for FoL Want to get the custom title Universal Backup πŸ˜€ Unfortunately it also colors my name and adds a crown flair That's going to stand out too much πŸ˜€ Alice's Castle Desolation game starting today

Bullet Journal 2021-07-13 Tuesday

Image
Got Snow White International in SINoALICE So beautiful with that parasol Looking forward to switching to her Alice's Castle Desolation filled Should be starting soon Alice hasn't been feeling well lately, so not starting right away My friend S will be heading to US next year Didn't realize he was US citizen by birth Wish him best of luck Katze nominated me for Community MVP at FoL Feel both elated and guilty Elated for the surprise recognition Guilty for not putting forth my best in recent game Guilty for also feeling more distant from FoL recently Inspires me to want to do better both at FoL and other areas Realize that I do respond to awards and other signs of appreciation Perhaps should write more about this in separate post

Faye

Image
I felt like switching my profile pic again. Going with a red head this time. πŸ˜€ Probably because I've been reading about Shallan in Rhythm of War . This is a 3D rendering by artist Yuditya Afandi of a character named Faye created by artist Ross Tran .

Bullet Journal 2021-07-11 Sunday

Image
Read recent article about small world concept Based on Joe Rogan interview with Navy SEAL Basically idea of only thinking about how to get over next hurdle So for SEAL Hell Week, don't think about how you are going to survive whole week Think instead about just surviving next 6 hours or even next hour Heard this in terms of patients with terminal illnesses too Just take it one day at a time Even though I've heard these concepts before, continually reading new articles about them helps remind me Good to continually read and listen to podcasts that cycle among same ideas Can't always find new ideas, so revisiting old ones on regular basis also good Haven't kept up with Arknights lately

Bullet Journal 2021-07-09 Friday

Image
Joined Alice's Castle Desolation game at FoL Watched The Tomorrow War Rate it 4 stars Enjoyable and somewhat touching at times, though nothing astounding Want to watch the new Loki TV series sometime Should ask Jane about the FBR tool soon Why am I struggling to write again?

Bullet Journal 2021-07-06 Tuesday

Image
Finished reading Dawnshard Rated it 5 stars Awesome shorter novel Love the character Rysn Continuing with Rhythm of War Replaced into Warrior Cats game on FoL

Bullet Journal 2021-07-05 Monday

Image
Need to get back to basics with bullet journaling Wanted to write more about things I read or listened to recently Finished reading Oathbringer Rated it 5 stars Highlighted so much in book Loved all the characters and their situations Felt connected in various ways Continuing with next book Dawnshard Barely playing mobile games recently Doing minimum to keep up with SINoALICE and Arknights Tempted to play Mobile Legends again

SFoL 67 D2

Image
It's D2 for the SFoL 67 game at FoL . D1 came and went okay. There was some crazy stuff involving GGhana bleeding Gorta. Overall, though, tt wasn't as bad as other D1s I've been involved in. πŸ˜€  For D2, GGhana got exposed for lying too much about claims. He's likely a neutral or wolf. ATNoName, who replaced into the King slot, started a Grand Trial on GGhana. There was argument back and forth about whether to execute him now or let the Duke jail him overnight and kill him then. We finally settled on doing that and have now continued the day looking for who to execute. The top wagon is Coconuts, who is my top SR. I'm kind of in a spot where I don't want to expose myself too much and get killed overnight. I think my role can be very useful. So I think it's good for me to stay in the PoE. I just hope no one tries to push for me towards the end of the day when I won't be able to do much. I would have to claim at that point, which will likely get me killed. I

SFoL 67 N0

Image
It's N0 for the SFoL 67 game at FoL . The game was suppose to start already, but had to be reranded since Leafia accidentally posted their rolecard when posting another message. That's okay with me. I randed town both times. And my 2nd rolecard is actually more interesting. πŸ˜€ This is a Prestige class, so I think that means more powerful in general. Though with the dead chat, this means my nights won't really be a break away from the game. But I think that's fine for this. I'm kind of excited. πŸ˜€ This player list is interesting. Not really any expert players as far as I can tell. A few I don't know yet. And a couple that could be problematic as usual. Haha. πŸ˜€ Problematic because they are either hard to read or they sway very easily and might just jump at tunneling town players for little things. We'll see how it goes. I hope there will be at least a few players who can engage in reasonable discussions.

Bullet Journal 2021-06-30 Wednesday

Image
SFoL 67 game had to be reranded Leafia accidentally posted their rolecard Project VS encountering difficulties I expected some issues Still frustrating since this draws time away from other projects Mobile game called Mitrasphere just released Co-op RPG Going to give it a quick try Like the idea of co-op RPG Gives the multiplayer feel without the balance issues of PVP Chatted yesterday with Scruffy about FGO and Alchemy Stars Chatted yesterday with CRichard about Smaug's Lair game on POG 2+2 He's joining too Chatted yesterday with Vulgard about Misc games on FoL Chatted yesterday with Solic He requested 6-month signup ban on FoL  to take a break Told him I'll miss having him around Mutually agreed that we hit it off pretty well despite him backstabbing me twice πŸ˜€ Chatted with Scruffy today again Chatted with CRichard today about his posts on the ToL Discord He seems to think everyone hates him He's going to take a break from FM Going through a rough time, but didn'

Sister Remi

Image
I'm switching my profile pic to a new piece from Antilous Chao . I decided to go with blonde this time. πŸ˜€ ArtStation - Sister Remi, Antilous chao

FoL Annual Mash ended

Image
The FoL Annual Mash (FAM) game ended at FoL . The wolves won. I'm reading lots of back and forth about the reasons, but basically 2 strong players were allowed to deep wolf. I've been reading through various comments to see what I can learn. I especially like the analysis from players like Vulgard and Solic. I sent a DM to Chloe thanking her for the flavor she did for my rolecard. She replied back with a sweet message that inspires me even more. πŸ˜€ Here are the previously unpublished posts I did for the game. I kind of feel like saying more, but not exactly sure where to start right now. I'll see if I get the chance later. Community FM 3 N0 Community FM 3 D1 FAM D2

Bullet Journal 2021-06-28 Monday

Image
FoL Annual Mash ended Need to publish previous posts and then maybe say something overall Joined SFoL 67 game on FoL Originally I signed up as backup They just needed one more signup, so I joined Player list seems to lack strong players Some players I don't recognize Going to involve lots of mech to figure out Could be a good opportunity for me SINoALICE undergoing lots of changes for 1st anniversary Some nice additions They are giving away more crystals and pull chances I feel somewhat excited about direction game is taking Gabethebabe posted interest check for Smaug's Lair variation of Fortified Tower I like the theme changes he made Seems like there will be interest on POG 2+2 Funny how he said I tricked him into joining the game on FoL πŸ˜€

Bullet Journal 2021-06-26 Saturday

Image
Discord finally added a profile banner Changed mine to my whisper banner Also set the new About Me text Recently heard about philosophical idea Rawlsian Veil of Ignorance Nice to see my nieces playing chess together I taught them a couple years ago I'm not very good myself I mentioned I could teach them poker sometime Poker more fun because of bluffing and the unknown

Bullet Journal 2021-06-25 Friday

Image
Connected with some FoL people on Discord Apprentice, ATNoName, and Simon Not sure Simon actually plays FM, but they are the owner of the LGBT server everyone uses Chatted with ATNoName a bit Recently bought the outfit for Weedy in Arknights since it looked cute Realized afterwards that I actually didn't have Weedy yet πŸ˜€ Never tried to roll for her during last banner cause I didn't like her original look much πŸ˜€ Hopefully I'll get her sometime in the near future Bought skins for Saria and Firewatch just now

Bullet Journal 2021-06-24 Thursday

Image
Miach invited me to a Discord server she created Ibeji from War of Genesis is there Signed up as backup for couple FoL games Making good progress on Project SV Apprentice returned Apologized for Fortified Tower 3 game Overwhelmed with IRL issues Foster still hasn't responded to my friend request on Discord Ups and downs with SINoALICE New guild Senate lost GC yesterday Won GC today although it had looked unwinnable Losing some members, including our leader Spinal He needs to move to another time slot due to difficulties attending with this schedule Cerpin taking over leadership Game more fun recently Hopefully guild will move forward okay Even so, I can probably find new guild easily

Bullet Journal 2021-06-23 Wednesday

Image
Bullet journal really was a good idea When uncertain what to write, I can fall back to this I actually have so much I want to write about, but getting stuck on where to begin Bullet lists help with just ignoring formalities with writing and just listing stuff Want to write about stuff related to Forum Mafia Want to write about online friends Want to write about goals Want to write about stuff I've been reading or listening to Oh, Vulgard did send me a message saying that he does read my blog still πŸ˜€ Feels nice to have people like him and Scruffy reading Going through old task list started 8 years ago Kind of depressing seeing all the things I wanted to do but didn't Also relieving to see issues that have already resolved themselves Transcribed some thoughts while walking yesterday Need to go through and make corrections then post Pretty much stopped playing GWENT Not abandoning it though Kind of a come and go came I'll probably get the feeling to play again at some point R

Fortified Tower 3 canned

Image
The Fortified Tower 3 game at  FoL  had to be canned. Apprentice hasn't been around to continue hosting the game. Hopefully he's okay. He was kind of already having troubles with getting to the game after long days at work, so hopefully it's just a matter of work and other IRL keeping him away. Still, it is worrisome that he hasn't answered anyone for a while now. Maybe he's been going through a situation like I have in the past where I just can't handle any communication or other new inputs because of extreme overwhelm. Anyway, here are the posts I kept unpublished until the game was done. Fortified Tower 3 Round 8 Fortified Tower 3 Round 9 Fortified Tower 3 Round 11

FAM D2

Image
It's D2 for the FAM (previously Community FM 3) game at FoL . Apparently there was some issue involving Eevee harassing or threatening someone to where he was banned. He had also threatened legal action regarding the name Community FM, so the hosts changed the name. I kind of liked Eevee, but I have seen how he gets rather argumentative. Okay, not sure if I wrote some stuff from D1. I had planned to write something for N1 and didn't get around to it. I had been stuck with anxiety D1 and not returning to post. But then I saw that Misty had tagged me in a message saying that I shouldn't attempt to catch up with the thread. Just when I had time I should come and start posting from there. I really, really appreciated that post from them. It helped me get over my anxiety and get back into the game. Earlier I had attempted to talk with my friend Miach a bit and do some other stuff like listen to music, but I couldn't get over my anxiety. Not sure what it is. I think the game

Bullet Journal 2021-06-19 Saturday

Image
Told Constantyne how chatting with him is complicated Not sure exactly how to explain what I mean by that He replied wondering how it's complicated Not sure how to reply back Still thinking about it Partly to do with our separate lives now Partly to do with our past Partly to do with how we aren't involved in a game together now Partly to do with the topics on world affairs that tend to come up between us Again, not sure what I mean to say πŸ™‚ Haven't played Alchemy Stars again yet Still do want to play Feel like waiting for better time when I can relax and play Maybe too many other things now Chatting with Miach was nice She helped me through a bit Suggested I talk with professional about my anxiety I had considered seeking an online therapist I loathe J! 🀯 Still want to write about the many things I relate to in Oathbringer Wondering if Vulgard still reads my blog once in a while

Bullet Journal 2021-06-18 Friday

Image
Friend told me about some awful things happening to his friend Physical abuse at home by grandparents Doesn't think any authorities would believe him over his grandparents I recommended documenting the instances just in case Documentation might be helpful in future God, how can humans do such awful things to each other? Chatting with couple friends today has been helpful to my mood I need to prepare better for the future Need plan for 6-10 years from now

Community FM 3 D1

Image
It's D1 for the Community FM 3 game at FoL . I posted a single message so far, but that's it. It was kind of a slower time in the thread and only a few people around. No one really took notice of me. WindwardAway did like my post. She does that often, and it feels nice. Anyway, I did go through posts today and start to note down reads. I've been using the percentages and then giving plus or minus percentages based on various things I see. I've been trying to keep short notes on how much and for what I'm adjusting a percentage. This will be good for me to do in the long run. I'm preparing to post something about what I've done so far, but for some reason I feel nervous about checking the thread again. I just hate how some people jump on others for almost anything. I know I shouldn't let it bother me anymore, but it still does. Maybe I'll never get completely use to it. I'm this way about any type of confrontation in general. I can be tough at time

Community FM 3 N0

Image
It's N0 for the Community FM 3 game at FoL . I randed Memsky, who I eventually figured out was a player from before my time there. This was the special card that Hippo asked to swap for his own rolecard. This looks like it could be a fun role. I'll have to be careful to stay alive until at least D3. I'm going to recruit at least Hippo N1 since it's only fair for him to be in this cult. πŸ™‚ I'm thinking of also recruiting WindwardAway as the 2nd allowed for N1. She's someone who I think would be good to rolecop. UPDATE I'm getting somewhat nervous as the time for the game to start approaches. It's going to start right before my bedtime. I think I won't even bother staying up late for it D1. Going to be a lot of chatting back and forth. And since there are no ITAs for D1, then nothing too exciting should happen. I'm just wondering if anyone is going to mention me not speaking up yet. People seem to forget time zones. People talk about how wolves fin

Fortified Tower 3 Round 11

Image
It was Round 11 in the Fortified Tower 3 game at  FoL . The previous round Chloe, Solic, and I moved up to Right 6 together and left Gabethebabe behind. We discussed plans on how to continue forward. I suggested that I could move ahead to scout and check for traps so we didn't waste extra rounds waiting on that. Then for this round, I was planning to move up to Right 7. When the action results came back, I was told that both Chloe and Solic stabbed me in the back and I was seriously hurt. Additionally, I was infected with the plague and would die at the end of the next round. In the main thread, PKR was talking about how he'd been hurt throughout much of the game. I commented that I was hurt physically, mentally, and emotionally all in the same round. It's true. I can't believe that Chloe and Solic were actually cops working together and betrayed me. I just didn't see that coming. And then it surprised me that Gabethebabe was actually the Plaguebearer instead of the

Bullet Journal 2021-06-17 Thursday

Image
Community FM game on FoL has randed Installed Alchemy Stars to try out Just released today Single player mobile game Art and story style somewhat similar to Arknights Gameplay has interesting RPG puzzle battles My ID on global is 201329058

Bullet Journal 2021-06-16 Wednesday

Image
My niece is reading next Mistborn ( θΏ·ιœ§δΉ‹ε­ ) book! Well of Ascension She even talked with her younger sister about the books Her sister started the Percy Jackson series Gabethebabe complaining about Fortified Tower game Complaining about slowness of game Should be 1 action per day More like 3 actions per week He does have a point Apprentice had this issue previously with the DR game he hosted Seems that he's often busy with work

Bullet Journal 2021-06-15 Tuesday

Image
Feel kind of stuck again Though I've made some progress on thoughts for future Need to keep pushing Reading through games on FoL makes me even more eager to train for FM Especially like what I read from Eevee Might consider studying Eevee more Might ask him questions Keep wondering how much to believe in reads and statements from other players Also think Marshal and Vulgard are good players to study Wondering about SDA Possibly better than I use to think Players from other sites are interesting to read as well Players like Helz and DkKoba Still have professional tasks to handle Still have habits to develop Think maybe I need to give attribution for images used here Not sure how to best do that Should I go back to previous posts? SINoALICE became more fun recently with new guild Senate Nice feeling again of helping to build up guild Not sure how long this will last Still miss old days with SINcerity Haven't been playing GWENT Arknights has become mostly a chore again Need to fi

Bullet Journal 2021-06-13 Sunday

Image
Weird situation where I have so much I want to write about Yet don't know what to start with Also feel like I can't get it all down So feel stuck with doing anything I meant to write yesterday Forcing myself just to get these words down Want to write about thoughts from Oathbringer Want to write about thoughts from Fortified Tower Want to write about thoughts on habits Want to write about thoughts on future self

Bullet Journal 2021-06-11 Friday

Image
Handling urgent situation Also have other complicated issue Potential huge issues looming in near future GWENT released new expansion New cards available Some look very beautiful Not sure I like having to now deal with new mechanics πŸ™‚ Almost done organizing WLOP artwork Blender 3D model of mermaid included in one package UPDATE: just finished!

Bullet Journal 2021-06-10 Thursday

Image
Joined new guild Senate in SINoALICE Time slot 2 (01:00 GMT+8) Low to mid level members I visited their Discord server first and felt good there Some unexpected errands today Kept me busy and unable to focus on my regular tasks Constantyne replied just now He said we can try to schedule time to chat He's been away recuperating from life issues

Bullet Journal 2021-06-09 Wednesday

Image
Feel better today Special day with someone special Jane had DM'd me yesterday about finishing up the FBR tool soon They would be doing testing soon I had thought about contacting them recently I need to work on upgrades soon Reading novels does help me a lot Still organizing WLOP artwork from Patreon

F***

Image
Sometimes I just want to say that word. F***. I won't even allow myself to write it. Not sure why. I've just always been reluctant to curse. But I say it to myself. Things are piling up again. Little things, but lots. And a few big things. Or potentially big things? I don't know anymore. I hate all the complications. I hate having to maneuver around everyone's feelings. I hate that things can never just be simple. Will I ever get use to it? Sometimes I just want to forget. I hate dealing with stupidity. Yet knowing that it can happen to anyone, including myself, makes me need to be patient with it. Yet that's annoying. The stupidity itself is annoying, and the needing to not be upset about it is annoying. What am I trying to say? I don't even know anymore. I almost just went to bed because I feel so tired. Physically and mentally. But I had this part of me that couldn't go to bed without writing something. I need to record something here. I feel that urge mo

Bullet Journal 2021-06-08 Tuesday

Image
Uninstalled Cyber Era Organizing digital art from Patreon NIXEU , Raiko , WLOP , Zarory Need to get back to FM training exercise Constantyne hasn't been saying much Later found that he did send me a message this morning Need to find time when we can actually chat back and forth Haven't heard back from Foster Want to write about Oathbringer Lots of stuff that really hits home for me I've been highlighting lots of text More people quitting SINoALICE, so SINcerity officially disbanded Lots of sad talk about old days Feel like playing Mobile Legends again Miss days with Mistborn Clan

Fortified Tower 3 Round 9

Image
It's Round 9 in the Fortified Tower 3 game at FoL . Solic successfully amputated his arm and Chloe stopped the bleeding with duct tape. Gabethebabe has pretty much been revealed as the Dark One. We entertained the idea that he was claiming Seer, but even he isn't really going along with that. Now it seems like he's basically given up. I did try to offer a compromise for even the situation where he's the Dark One. I was assuming that he marked Solic and then Chloe or me. I was worried he might feel backed into a corner and take his only option of using his ultimate to kill 2 of us. So I suggested we just part ways, him going left and us going up. Then let fate decide what happens to us. He can just hope that the unmarked player is eventually killed along the way. And we just hope that someone or something kills him before he gets a chance to use his ultimate. And he has to promise not to use the ultimate if he's doomed anyway, like if he's infected and will be dy

Bullet Journal 2021-06-07 Monday

Image
Considering whether to offer to join SINcerity for next GC Raffounz clarified that disbanding was just a possibility They are still trying to recruit replacements for me and a few others GC is sooner this time because Pokelabo messed up last month's See that Cyber Era is very similar to Guns of Glory Going to be difficult to keep up power in long run Need to organize my plans for this week Pondering my procrastination with FM training Think I might be feeling inadequate to the task See Vulgard and Marshal and others doing such wonderful jobs with read lists They have so much to say about their reads Very smart and logical I don't know that I can ever reach that point I need to be quicker and smarter I need more confidence I know that practice helps build confidence, but still long way to go Need to procure new laptop soon

Fortified Tower 3 Round 8

Image
It's Round 8 in the Fortified Tower 3 game at FoL . Things started to get more exciting since Round 7 when I encountered Chloe in Right 4 where Marl's body was. We were suspicious of each other at first, naturally, but eventually I suggested a truce. I figured that no matter what wincons we had, it was worth working together at the beginning while there were still quite a few other players. They were very open to this and even openly claimed that they are the Hacker. This worked out very nicely with my role as Thief. We could definitely help each other reach the Tycoon's office together. We have abilities that help with detecting traps and avoiding obstacles. So we went to Right 5 together and found Solic and Gabethebabe there. Apparently Solic had been shot by Marshal, who is the Temponaut. Solic was shot with the aging gun and will die of old age soon. He says he'll be amputating his arm to stop the process from killing him.

Bullet Journal 2021-06-06 Sunday

Image
Been feeling lonely again Continuing to use Fabulous So far it's slowly building up morning routine habit Started with drinking water in the morning Added eating good breakfast like eggs These are suppose to help with having energy throughout the day Trying out beta for game called Cyber Era Kind of cool style so far Mix of different game types Alice making Thanatology (Death City) game She mentioned using that RPG Maker software Looks pretty cool so far Based on DR and VLR Cool that she's following through with her dream to make a game Found out that digital art gets sold online WLOP put up a few pieces for auction Think I should research cryptocurrencies more Water rationing ended in Taiwan Found out that SINcerity is disbanding Still need to recruit a few members Apparently an officer is leaving Want to give time for people to find another guild before next Grand Colosseum

RPG for therapy or self-improvement

Image
Oh, an idea just popped into my head while working on chores. I was thinking about how RPGs played as a group could be used for IRL therapy and self-improvement. The group of players and the DM work together to help each other deal with IRL issues through the story. Or to work on self-improvement goals. Any IRL events would be shaped to be part of the storyline. Each player could update the DM on things happening in their life, and the DM can try to incorporate these into the storyline. The RPG could be played in sessions with a certain overarching goal to help a particular person with a major issue. But then any other IRL events could add to the story for other characters. I'm not sure how well this would work out. It would definitely require the right type of people. The DM would need to be trained in some therapy techniques. But I could envision something like this being a great way for people to work together on IRL issues while also having some fun roleplaying. For some people

Bullet Journal 2021-06-05 Saturday

Image
Uninstalled SINoALICE Feeling the temptation, so forced myself to remove it When I think about it logically, there's no good reason to keep it Small benefit of being part of guild and needed does not outweigh all the negatives I can find fellowship elsewhere Progressing some in Arknights Finally able to play CC CC so difficult Need to ask Jane about FBR tool Feeling slightly depressed Slightly lonely too Feeling a bit lost Should work on small steps only Not as interested in playing GWENT recently Not sure if I should play Wild Rift Still not happy about the customer support Checked and still can't access shop Thinking about Dragon Raja Still want to make video of my character Probably should uninstall after that Foster removed me as a Discord friend?

Motivation Code

Image
I put together a radial for my Motivation Code results from the test I did a while back. Helps for letting me think about the 3 motivations together. I was just thinking about how Influence Behavior and Make an Impact are very similar. Though when grouped by families, Make an Impact is in the Visionary family and the other 2 are in the Team Player family. So I suppose there's synergy in different ways. I do think Influence Behavior and Make an Impact are the 2 key ones for determining what I should work on. Make the Grade is more about who I do things with. I was reading how Make an Impact deals a lot with creativity. That's where impact can be most noticeable. Changing the status quo. So how does this affect my projects? Not sure. I need to dwell on this a bit.

LG75 finished couple months ago

Image
I just noticed that I forgot to publish the draft posts I did for the LG75: Alethi Politics  game at  17th Shard  that finished up a couple months ago. I was an Elim and the Villagers won. I didn't really follow much after I was executed. LG75 D1 LG75 D2 LG75 D3 LG75 N3 I accidentally opened the draft for the last one before publishing it, so it updated the date to today. I set it back to around the correct time.

Bullet Journal 2021-06-04 Friday

Image
Held back from playing a few new games Read through Play Store reviews and realized they'd end up as P2W Related them to previous games I'd played that didn't end well like Guns of Glory Need to complete preparations before even mentioning game I'm hosting Sometimes I'm too eager to get signups started Even though I probably have time to do final touchups, better to do them beforehand Helps to not feel so rushed Maybe even prepare more communications ahead of time Keep document of all game communications that will be expected Working on training exercise for 451 Academy Archer trying to tempt me with Phantasy Star Online 2: New Genesis

Guy from POG 2+2 causing trouble for me

Image
There's this guy on POG 2+2 called Gabethebabe who uses a profile pic of Emperor Palpatine from Star Wars. He had joined the Fortified Tower game on FoL when I advertised it. The only person to do so from either POG 2+2 or 17th Shard . I had been grateful, though a little concerned since I'd seen him involved in an argument about his usage of an H. P. Lovecraft mod account for his Cthulhu minimash. He had also signed up for the Dixit game I was planning to host on POG 2+2 . I had started the signups before the lockdown in Taiwan got serious and ended up needing to delay the game. I didn't want to start the actual game if I was still uncertain about my schedule and couldn't guarantee time to consistently host it. Apparently Gabe didn't like that I was continuing to post on FoL for the Fortified Tower game and yet didn't start the Dixit game. I'm not sure if he's just not understanding that there's a difference between posting as a player for a gam