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Bullet Journal 2021-10-27 Wednesday

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Why must adversity always come in groups? Then it is the little thing that finally tips us over I am aware of this and will be cautious I am doing my best to strengthen myself Artwork above by beginning artist named Linoir Can imagine a whole story behind it She is enduring pain to make herself stronger Thinking a lot about what I've gone through so far in life Helps put things into perspective

Bullet Journal 2021-10-26 Tuesday

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Got hit by 2 horrible problems today One was somewhat expected, but bad timing Other came as complete surprise Broken my trust in fundamental ways Want to just rage at the world, but no use What next? Just move on, become stronger

Bullet Journal 2021-10-25 Monday

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Weekend went better than I originally expected Made progress with cleaning up Other issues didn't come up Going to be worrisome week Not sure how much time I'll have available Not sure when I'll be ready for Forum Mafia again Listening to my music playlist for background music more often lately

Music Playlist 2021-10-22

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Okay, this is much delayed. I didn't realize I hadn't even updated my music playlist last week. And now I've delayed this week. Anyway... Added these 2 songs. Amaranthe - Strong Klaus Badelt - The Black Pearl Removed these 2 songs. Charlotte Sands - Bad Day Lights - Up We Go Here's my new playlist. Amaranthe - Strong Klaus Badelt - The Black Pearl Starset - Monster Katy Perry - Roar UNSECRET x Neoni - Ignite Marcin Przybylowicz - The Mighty Jarl of Skellige (Legacy) (GWENT Soundtrack) Neoni - Never Say Die Neoni - Champion Icon For Hire - Counting on Hearts Skillet - Feel Invincible Olivia Holt - Phoenix Fireflight - Keep Fighting Ashes Remain - On My Own Icon For Hire - Too Loud Icon For Hire - Make A Move Calvin Harris & Ellie Goulding - Outside Within Temptation - Mad World Skillet - Whispers in the Dark Evanescence - Whisper Icon For Hire - Up In Flames

Bullet Journal 2021-10-22 Friday

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Wow, it skipped to Friday already Didn't get a chance to post a new music playlist on Wednesday Still planned on posting yesterday Just been extra busy last couple days Today is still kind of hectic Still keeping up with reading Reading The Great Mental Models for non-fiction Reading Victories Greater Than Death for fiction Thinking I need to change my pfp soon, but can't decide 🙂 Jotted so many thoughts for blogging Will I have time to write more? Keeping up streak with Chinese learning in Duolingo 17 days right now Oh wow, just looked back for previous music playlist and noticed I didn't even post one last week

Bullet Journal 2021-10-19 Tuesday

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Words are so limiting Or at least my ability with words are so limiting I feel like I can only get a small percentage of what I'm thinking down into words I feel like the words limit what I'm trying to say This is frustrating and makes me not even want to try However I know that's not a good solution Better solution would be to improve my writing Arguing with people can be so frustrating Sometimes it is so obvious that the other person isn't even considering logic of arguments So then is there a point to continue? How do I know when to keep fighting and when to just let it go? I have a personal bias towards avoiding conflict So then I worry that I'm convincing myself to let things go that I shouldn't But then I also can't help feeling that it's right to only get into conflicts that are necessary Reminds me of parts of Stormlight Archive Character and his father have opposing viewpoints on this

Bullet Journal 2021-10-18 Monday

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Listening to The Psychology Podcast Sam Harris || Free Will (Part 1) Sam Harris || Free Will (Part 2)

Bullet Journal 2021-10-16 Saturday

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Finished reading Rhythm of War Fantastic book Ended up highlighting lots of passages just for the way various philosophical/moral ideas are expressed Considering reading Warbreaker next Same universe (Cosmere) Supposedly includes certain characters from Rhythm of War How long has it been since I've played FM? Feels like a long time, though I think only couple weeks Not ready yet to return Sounds like Senate guild for SINoALICE may not last much longer Heard that guild leaders getting a bit burned out with it Hope they feel renewed later

Bullet Journal 2021-10-15 Friday

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Finally reached gold league for King of Tokyo on BGA Thought I'd be stuck at silver forever Kept losing any points I gained Finally had a winning streak Almost done with Rhythm of War 94% done Amazing! Wow, found a much quicker method to do a task Feel stupid for wasting time earlier But feel clever for trying something out Now things can move along more easily May be able to complete it this weekend

FoLus

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They started a song competition on FoL . This is something that was brought over from POG 2+2 . I remember seeing thread titles about Walrus, but didn't really look closely at what they were about. I assumed they were some sort of trivia game like they enjoy playing over there. Anyway, we have to submit songs that fit various categories with a separate judge for each. The judges have their own preferences, but are also trying to look for something new from what they usually listen to. It's a fun idea. I spent awhile this morning deciding on songs and eventually submitted my picks. Here they are below. FoLus 1. Non-Christmas Holiday Music (Valentine's Day) Icon For Hire - Counting On Hearts (w/ Lyrics) 2. Don’t Skip the Opening No game No life OP - This Game┃Cover by Raon Lee 3. Rainy Daze SVRCINA - Meet Me On The Battlefield [Official Lyric Video] 4. Stone, Iron, and Steel Amaranthe - Digital World (Official Video) 5. Best Transition/Bridge/Interlude Linkin Park & Evane

Bullet Journal 2021-10-13 Wednesday

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Started to get depressed yesterday Fought this Also fought it this morning Thinking about examining my values more systematically Writing them down Possibly thinking about moral situations Want to be prepared when situations actually come up When to fight and when to let go Think of how those I admire fight Do I have time to work on Betrayal at House on the Hill? So much yet to do Take it step by step Keep calm Maybe I need to chat with Miach again soon She's encouraging Artwork above by Guweiz Like seeing her calm, meditative expression

Bullet Journal 2021-10-11 Monday

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Currently 80% done with Rhythm of War Story touches a lot on responsibility With more power comes more responsibility Gods and heroes bear much responsibility Do I want that? Did I escape from that? But what else is there? Responsibility gives meaning Today is national holiday in Taiwan Observance of Taiwan's birthday yesterday Cooled down a lot today Finally feeling like autumn Think there's typhoon passing by to south Artwork above from Chubymi

Bullet Journal 2021-10-10 Sunday

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Making progress on project SV Yesterday transferred Discord Nitro boosts from old server to new Breadbox server Brought server to level 2 Discord recently reduced boost requirements Also been adding benefits Server now has custom role icons Today fairly relaxing

Bullet Journal 2021-10-09 Saturday

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Bad luck yesterday evening Some bad luck today Resolved problem though Took care of issue I'd been delaying for months Sounds like Ashra from Senate successfully took over my SINoALICE account Trinity Blood Mafia game on Mafia Colosseum finished Wolves won I got rather angry at a particular player during that game Treated me rudely by criticizing me for not catching up and posting within a few hours after I'd replaced in Already around 3000 posts by that time with complicated mechanics Also kept misconstruing my words Tunneled me to ML Mostly over this now 🙂 CRich did really well in his SK role Now trying to continue with my break from Forum Mafia Tempting to help backup Mad17 game on FoL Has needed a few backups so early Still needs backup despite having 6 players signed up as backups

Bullet Journal 2021-10-07 Thursday

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Just finished S03E17 of Sword Art Online Mad17 game on FoL needing couple replacements so early Replacement list has 6 people Seems like people aren't accepting though Looks like WWA did take one spot Not sure if I'll be needed, but I'm still on break Currently 71% done with Rhythm of War Listening to more songs and music artists I previously liked Belinda Carlisle Two Steps From Hell Downloaded couple other anime movies recommended by Scruffy Violet Evergarden: The Movie (2020) Maquia: When The Promised Flower Blooms (2018) King of Tokyo finally out of beta on BGA

Bullet Journal 2021-10-06 Wednesday

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Oh, I had some thoughts this morning that I wanted to note, but now I forgot 😔 Maybe something to do with distractions Or with temporary lack of distractions that leave a void Need to fill that void with something good Updated my music playlist Want to continue to do that weekly Still reading Rhythm of War So so good So much to think about Tempted to join Forum Mafia game on new site Paradox Interactive Forums Perhaps I should stick with my break though Also don't like how the site doesn't allow custom avatars 🙂 Found some nice artwork from artist named Chubymi Seen a few of her pieces before

Music Playlist 2021-10-06

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Added these 2 songs. Starset - Monster Katy Perry - Roar Removed these 2 songs. Evanescence - My Last Breath Cassadee Pope - I Am Invincible Here's my new playlist. Starset - Monster Katy Perry - Roar UNSECRET x Neoni - Ignite Marcin Przybylowicz - The Mighty Jarl of Skellige (Legacy) (GWENT Soundtrack) Neoni - Never Say Die Neoni - Champion Icon For Hire - Counting on Hearts Skillet - Feel Invincible Charlotte Sands - Bad Day Olivia Holt - Phoenix Fireflight - Keep Fighting Lights - Up We Go Ashes Remain - On My Own Icon For Hire - Too Loud Icon For Hire - Make A Move Calvin Harris & Ellie Goulding - Outside Within Temptation - Mad World Skillet - Whispers in the Dark Evanescence - Whisper Icon For Hire - Up In Flames

Bullet Journal 2021-10-05 Tuesday

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New problems arising in my professional work So far probably manageable Chatted with Scruffy some last night Feel kind of sad Finally replied to Senate members Couple members offered to buy or pilot my account My policy has usually been to not sell or even allow someone to pilot my account Feel connection to each of my characters, so don't want anyone touching them 🙂 Started to rethink policy since also a shame to let the investment go to waste Maybe it would be nice to let someone pilot the account Still won't sell it Sorrock going to help shepherd the account Friend of Ashra might play the account to be able to join the guild in our timeslot She still has main in another timeslot Otherwise Shinji was sweet to offer to pilot my account along with her own to help maintain it in case I return Felt good to help out FoL with the archive Answered some questions people had about what I did Chloe might be able to handle future archive based on article I sent Helps to just throw mys

Red Helmet

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Felt like switching my profile picture again. And also felt like red again for some reason. So went with this red helmet piece from Nixeu . I don't know why it attracts me so much. There's just something both elegant and vibrant about it.

Bullet Journal 2021-10-04 Monday

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Let Chloe know about the static mirror copy of FoL http://fol.whysper.info She was excited and offered to pay me Told her no, wanted to donate to FoL anyway See if I can get around to replies today New Coup game in signups at FoL Special homebrew version called Uprising Looks like quite a number of changes compared to other custom versions Vulgard's birthday was yesterday Feeling kind of tired? Found the above artwork and curious where it came from Appears to be cover for online music album from Seventhrun Tried listening to some songs from them on Spotify, but didn't like them Seems like techno/electronic music, which I'm not a fan of But the artwork is great 🙂 Also like the name "Forbidden Weapons" 🙂

Bullet Journal 2021-10-03 Sunday

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Guy on Fiverr delivered FoL mirror Looks good when viewing it locally from computer Uploading to Google Drive to see if possible to host Previous test had issues with images Hope everything works out this time Need to DM Chloe about this later Frustrating incident occurred today Project SV moving forward Continue to be impressed by artwork of WLOP , like new one above Need to get out of my cave and reply to people! Why is this so hard? Noticed that Foster deleted his Discord account Wonder why?

Bullet Journal 2021-10-02 Saturday

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Finally finished reorganizing certain group of files Smaug's Lair game finished on POG 2+2 Still need to visit and comment Tempted to join Mad17 game on FoL Illwei and Vulgard joined Trying to stick to break from FM Still waiting to hear back on mirror copy of FoL Am I in better control now? Maybe Feel like I've opened a gap that needs filled soon Need to maintain good habits that have been working Need to look at steps for moving forward in developing new habits Need to maintain momentum

Bullet Journal 2021-10-01 Friday

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Getting some professional tasks done Playing less on BGA lately Not playing mobile games lately Still considering Mobile Legends Also considering GWENT Listening to podcasts Bookworm 125: Willpower Doesn’t Work by Benjamin Hardy Existential Stoic Podcast - A Field Guide to a Happy Life - with Massimo Pigliucci Bookworm 126: The Mountain is You by Brianna Wiest Bookworm 127: The Art of the Idea by John Hunt Reading Rhythm of War Slacking on practicing Chinese Still need to reply to a few people Artwork above based on Saber character added to some 2D fighter game called Melty Blood Saw an announcement about it recently Slightly tempted to play Realized I'm not that good at 2D fighter games 🙂 Plus it wasn't mobile

Bullet Journal 2021-09-30 Thursday

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FoL announcement about archiving Explained uncertainty about what company that bought ToL will do with forums People asked to help with archiving forum threads I contacted someone on Fiverr about mirroring the forum Seemed very knowledgeable and explained things well He started download process last night and said it's going well Waiting to hear back from him later today Also discussed with him about the FBR tool Couple members of Senate asked about piloting my SINoALICE account My usual policy is not to allow that I don't like to sell or lend my accounts However I'm currently considering whether to allow it in this situation Not sure how I feel about game accounts anymore Perhaps I shouldn't let them go to waste? “I want control,” she said, opening her eyes. “Not like a king or anything. I just want to be able to control it, a little. My life. I don’t want to get shoved around, by people or by fate or whatever. I just ... I want it to be me who chooses.” ― Lift in 

Music Playlist 2021-09-29

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Okay, so updating my music playlist for the week. Going to remove these 2 songs. Neoni - Wonderland The Material - Life Vest Then adding these 2 songs. UNSECRET x Neoni - Ignite Marcin Przybylowicz - The Mighty Jarl of Skellige (Legacy) (GWENT Soundtrack) And here's the new list. UNSECRET x Neoni - Ignite Marcin Przybylowicz - The Mighty Jarl of Skellige (Legacy) (GWENT Soundtrack) Neoni - Never Say Die Neoni - Champion Icon For Hire - Counting on Hearts Skillet - Feel Invincible Charlotte Sands - Bad Day Cassadee Pope - I Am Invincible Olivia Holt - Phoenix Fireflight - Keep Fighting Lights - Up We Go Ashes Remain - On My Own Icon For Hire - Too Loud Icon For Hire - Make A Move Calvin Harris & Ellie Goulding - Outside Within Temptation - Mad World Skillet - Whispers in the Dark Evanescence - Whisper Evanescence - My Last Breath Icon For Hire - Up In Flames

Bullet Journal 2021-09-28 Tuesday

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About halfway done with Rhythm of War Excellent series that continually impresses me Reading helps me feel more alive Going to experiment with tracking Forum Mafia info in OneNote Probably use section for each game Also sections for general info on wolf and town tells Maybe section for info on players? I think OneNote allows tagging, which should be useful for cross referencing I've heard searching in OneNote is fairly good Idea based on discussions with Askthepizzaguy Also from reading his article on his SkyNet Listening to podcasts on Stoicism

Bullet Journal 2021-09-27 Monday

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Another great conversation with Askthepizzaguy (King Bowser) about Forum Mafia Recent ruling on MU about cheater No definitive evidence of cheating in our specific game, but Bowser and others seem pretty sure it happened Host of the game changed red mafia team to draw instead of loss Fortunate I vigged the player N2 🙂 Otherwise he might have ruined game for blue mafia Askthepizzaguy thanked me for this Says I got the bonus wolf 🙂 We chatted further about other theory and tools I might switch to just document for tracking notes on games instead of spreadsheet Spreadsheet too confining for tracking enough info on posts and thoughts Askthepizzaguy just uses simple document or text file Got ML'd in another game Need to wait to talk about it further May take a short break from Forum Mafia Seriously considering quitting SINoALICE again Now is probably good time Tonight I sent a message to the Senate leader Love the various helmet art pieces from Nixeu like one above

Bullet Journal 2021-09-26 Sunday

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Watched episode S03E14 of Sword Art Online Temporarily put series on hold awhile ago Series continues to inspire me Want to continue watching Integrity Knights are interesting concept Make me think of Radiant Knights in Stormlight series Knights in general still fascinate me Probably for the concept of holding to an ideal Also for often being associated with following a quest Feel slightly better today Read about situation where someone is suspected of cheating in the Multiball game on MU Bowser was accusing the person I vigged N2 Apparently that person and maybe also his brother has a history of cheating Bowser thinks the red mafia team was robbed because of the cheating

Bullet Journal 2021-09-25 Saturday

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Still snappish? Am I going downhill? Sometimes I have this wild thought that maybe I'm undergoing rehab Like maybe I'm in a simulation or reincarnated life Maybe I've placed myself or was forcibly placed into this situation That I need to learn how to become a better person Or maybe that I'm training myself to become ready to take a role with power I think I would do that to myself Makes sense in order to avoid becoming corrupted by power later Should I try out Mobile Legends again? Maybe it's a good release? Yesterday I finally made headway on a problem Wrote out all the various scenarios and results That helped see the bigger picture Also had thoughts that my life may be like one of those background stories for an evil character Like the movie Maleficent Where it shows how the character was once good and how they turned evil Or maybe they aren't evil but completely misunderstood and thought to be evil Sometimes people say those types of stories kind of make ev

Bullet Journal 2021-09-24 Friday

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Find myself getting snappish with people and things Need to calm down Need to focus on good things more often Maybe I need to do something more directly related to Stoicism? Still think reading helps me Trying to keep up with practicing Chinese Morning seems to work better for this Getting slightly tempted to play Mobile Legends again Saw some recent updates They added some sort of affinity system now They reworked some old skins New artwork from WLOP above

Bullet Journal 2021-09-23 Thursday

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Thought today would be horrid day Turned out not so bad Got done with couple unpleasant tasks Sent quick reply to Miach Just wanted her to know not to worry Also that I appreciate her messages Finished Multiball 19er game on MU King Bowser was amazing as wolf Alt for Askthepizzaguy He connected with me on Discord after the game He offered some links to articles he's written Offered to answer my questions about  Forum Mafia

Music Playlist 2021-09-22

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I've been wanting to keep track of my main playlist at various points in time, so finally going to start. I have a playlist I call  Heart with the songs I mainly enjoy listening to on a daily basis. I try to keep the size to around 20 songs. It's not exactly ordered by how much I like them, though I did move some to the top that I wanted to listen to more often. Neoni - Never Say Die Neoni - Wonderland Neoni - Champion Icon For Hire - Counting on Hearts Skillet - Feel Invincible Charlotte Sands - Bad Day Cassadee Pope - I Am Invincible Olivia Holt - Phoenix Fireflight - Keep Fighting Lights - Up We Go Ashes Remain - On My Own Icon For Hire - Too Loud Icon For Hire - Make A Move Calvin Harris & Ellie Goulding - Outside Within Temptation - Mad World Skillet - Whispers in the Dark The Material - Life Vest Evanescence - Whisper Evanescence - My Last Breath Icon For Hire - Up In Flames

Bullet Journal 2021-09-22 Wednesday

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Back to more regular schedule Still hesitating on doing things So many books I still want to read Started working on rules for PBF version of Betrayal at House on the Hill

Bullet Journal 2021-09-21 Tuesday

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Pleasant conversation with Archer this morning He's taking time off from classes Talked about how each of us is trying to sort ourselves mentally Also talked about Mid-Autumn/Moon Festival that's today Talked about other East Asian lunar holidays He made an offhand comment about my pfp being nice Somehow this came as a pleasant surprise Let him know this was a nice comment Told him how profile pics are like outfits in the online world, so like he was complimenting my outfit choice 😊 Still need to reply to Miach Still considering whether to submit a game into the Misc queue on FoL Queue has been empty Aelin did make up a new game just to add something to the queue Mentioned it was similar in some aspects to my FBR game

Bullet Journal 2021-09-20 Monday

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Feel like I'm just drifting Made some progress on projects Only a little, but at least something Feeling pulled apart in many directions Miach has been trying to contact me For some reason I haven't replied yet I thought about what to say this morning I want to tell her that I really appreciate her I need people that push me to stay in touch Yet somehow I am avoiding replying? What's wrong with me?

Bullet Journal 2021-09-18 Saturday

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So badly need to get back in touch with some friends Need to maybe reply to posts or just check up on people Avoiding this? Probably because I don't want to rock the boat in any way Things are somewhat calm But I do need to keep in contact with people, both online and IRL Big part of Stormlight series is how we need people to keep us on track Feel lost again Think I need to focus on future purpose, my quest Also on small steps, easy things to accomplish for now Feel so lazy Can't get myself to keep up consistently with good habits Keep going up and down with Chinese practice Same with writing Yesterday I stopped myself from playing new game Thought about playing an old MMO called Ultima Online Read about experiences of people who played before and still play Allowed myself to research servers and install the game Patching took very long time Went as far as creating a character Then decided I know I wouldn't want to continue playing Realize that I need to allow myself to tr

Bullet Journal 2021-09-16 Thursday

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Feel very good today Don't feel tired I think this is due to engaging with lots of ideas recently Listening to podcasts Brainstorming game ideas Thinking about my future Also making progress on projects Want to clean up more Need to get back to practicing Chinese Frustrated with certain person who always wants to tell people how to live

Bullet Journal 2021-09-15 Wednesday

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Things went pretty well yesterday Feels good listening to podcasts Gives me ideas to ponder Let's me make connections to previous ideas Current Bookworm podcast mentioned "Curse of Knowledge" Bookworm 124: Liminal Thinking by Dave Gray Curse of Knowledge refers to how your existing knowledge affects your current thinking Sometimes you need to go back to the point of view of a beginner Thought crossed my mind about how someone might put themselves in a simulation with no memory of their real life They could then experience and learn from a new perspective Could I have done that? I think I would Thinking a lot about whether to continue with SINoALICE Basically staying for the Senate guild, but is that enough? Do I really want to continue down this path? Thought crossed my mind that keeping this as a placeholder stops me from filling the spot with something else, like another game So maybe that's a good thing for now? I'm going to keep it there until I have a clearer

Bullet Journal 2021-09-14 Tuesday

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Listening to podcasts again recently Bookworm 123: Procrastinate on Purpose by Rory Vaden JBP S4: E29 – Journalist or Heretic? | Bari Weiss JBP S4: E30 – Malice, or the Establishment? | Michael Malice Making Sense #238 - HOW TO BUILD A UNIVERSE Today turning out fairly good actually

Bullet Journal 2021-09-13 Monday

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Tired today, which is making me slightly depressed? Making it difficult to want to do anything much At least check lists still help Got some stuff done over weekend because of check lists Reading really does help Artwork helps as well Piece above is from Nixeu Perhaps I should just read a lot today? Pleasant discussion on MU Discord about Brandon Sanderson books Kind of nice intersection between 2 things I like Maybe I need to participate in more discussions like these?

Bullet Journal 2021-09-11 Saturday

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Shocking experience yesterday While waiting in traffic, the car next to me was rear-ended I could hear the screeching of the brakes right before it happened Then I saw the car get pushed forward after it was rear-ended I've been rear-ended a couple times before, but strange to experience it third-person Couldn't help feeling relieved it didn't happen to me Trying to relax a bit today Doing better recently by writing out a check list of things to do for the day Use to do that all the time when I was younger Helped me stay organized for school

Snow by BM

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I felt like I needed to change my pfp again. I recently found this one called "Snow" by an artist simply called BM.

Bullet Journal 2021-09-09 Thursday

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Man, I'm such a bad Stoic 😔 Letting my emotions have too much sway over me Need to be more Stoic More like a Jedi 🙂 Considering how to work on myself in this area Watching some inspirational videos I saved to my phone helped me recover Thinking about how much worse things could be helped Still playing SINoALICE Still uncertain whether to continue Only continuing for Senate guild Good people Want to help them have fun together Slowly getting organized more Making small steps Continued with Chinese studies Practiced characters Practiced vocabulary

Bullet Journal 2021-09-06 Monday

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New week Can I keep on track? Feel like it's possible Recently liking song called Never Say Die by Neoni Liking other songs by Neoni as well Still playing King of Tokyo on BGA Trying to get back into studying Chinese Reading a little more Rhythm of War Stuck on what to do, so just cleaned up some Felt good Saw message from IRL friend from board game group Kind message Feel bad for not contacting them anymore Not sure what to say

Bullet Journal 2021-09-02 Thursday

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Feeling better today Small things improving Feel hopeful about near future Considering changes for long-term Using app to practice Chinese characters Replaced into VLDR 3 game on FoL

Victories Greater Than Death

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Oh my God! I finally got a chance to read the preview sample for  Never Say You Can't Survive: How to Get Through Hard Times by Making Up Stories . It was totally speaking to me. Then not very far in, I found out that the author is the same author who wrote Victories Greater Than Death . That's a young adult sci-fi novel I recently started reading. Now I realize that this explains the coincidence of why the book came up in my email recently. But this doesn't explain the coincidence of why I picked up a sci-fi novel that happens to be written by someone who writes about how using stories to escape from reality is a good thing. Something which I've been considering and wanting more input about. Anyway, I need to get back to other things. I just had to write something quickly before this got lost in the stream. I'm including some passages I highlighted while reading the introduction of the book. Putting any kind of story together makes you a god in your own private uni

Bullet Journal 2021-09-01 Wednesday

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Feel so lost again Not sure where to go Need to make a choice about the direction I'm taking in the years to come Feel so tired Feel so angry at times Getting annoyed easily Feel my hatred festering for a certain someone Feel myself distancing from certain others Need to get back into Stoicism Felt that helped me deal with chaos and injustice Came upon book called Never Say You Can't Survive: How to Get Through Hard Times by Making Up Stories Coincidence for it to come up now? Recently been thinking about how stories help reshape situations Opened free preview to see if it seemed like something I'd be interested in Got pulled away from even reading that Need to try again! Liking the new art studies from NIXEU New one above feels like she's had a rough time She's getting ready to piece herself together and get back to work on things Exactly how I feel now Met player named Kungfupizza on BGA Italian guy who visited Taiwan couple of times Interesting to talk with Tried

Moral alignment test

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On the Breadbox server, they were taking a moral alignment test based on the alignments in D&D. Moral Alignment Test I often like taking such tests. I got the following result. I feel like this is a good result for me. It matches well for how I see myself. I particularly like the description given.

Bullet Journal 2021-08-29 Sunday

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Started post on "Praise and appreciation" but stuck Yesterday both good and bad Finished couple things I'd put off Wish I could have done more Got distracted by little things Thinking a lot about where I'm going in life Some thoughts come from reading Rhythm of War Considering what groups to stay part of Considering what to remove from my life Found the above artwork recently, but can't remember where