Lost Whyspers

Still snappish? Am I going downhill? Sometimes I have this wild thought that maybe I'm undergoing rehab Like maybe I'm in a simulation or reincarnated life Maybe I've placed myself or was forcibly placed into this situation That I need to learn how to become a better person Or maybe that I'm training myself to become ready to take a role with power I think I would do that to myself Makes sense in order to avoid becoming corrupted by power later Should I try out Mobile Legends again? Maybe it's a good release? Yesterday I finally made headway on a problem Wrote out all the various scenarios and results That helped see the bigger picture Also had thoughts that my life may be like one of those background stories for an evil character Like the movie Maleficent Where it shows how the character was once good and how they turned evil Or maybe they aren't evil but completely misunderstood and thought to be evil Sometimes people say those types of stories kind of make ev...

Well, I messed up with SINcerity, my guild in SINoALICE. It's Grand Colosseum now and we usually need everyone to attend. I had my usual alarm set to wake up just before the 5 AM time. Apparently I did wake and even went into the game. But then I must have fallen asleep and woke up again 30 minutes later. I woke to find myself holding my phone and inside the game, but not yet in the GC battle. Which is actually good at least because it would have been worse to have entered the battle yet did nothing. At least not entering meant my character was on auto. Though with the guild we were against, it probably wouldn't have mattered. Oh man, I feel so bad again. Though like I was saying yesterday, perhaps "disasters" like this will make me take action. I'm already thinking that its probably best to use this opportunity to leave the guild and the game. And I just now sent a message to the Lemon Gang, my clan in Age of Magic, about how I need to take a break from that game...

Taiwan has switched to online classes for all schools Good to do a lockdown earlier than too late Daily increase of infections were less yesterday than the day before Listening to Bookworm podcasts recently 114: Thinking in Bets by Annie Duke 115: A World Without Email by Cal Newport 116: The Art of Witty Banter by Patrick King 111: Discipline Equals Freedom by Jocko Willink Some people just always need something to complain about J frustrates me They don't seem to understand that their approach makes matters worse Biggest hypocrite I know

Started signups for Forum Battle Royale on FoL [Misc] Forum Battle Royale - Signups (10/20) So far have the minimum of 10 players, but want more Going to wait at least 24 hours, possibly 48 hours Still need to write up a few more rules to clarify things Remembered to update game list on FoL List of Completed FM Games - 2021 Depressed this morning Made worse by incident with J Started mindmap about decisions I need to make Read article about how someone has been using Captain America comics to depict Red Skull as parody of Jordan Peterson Still thinking about Korean movie  Along With the Gods: The Last 49 Days Interesting message about how we need to see things from the perspective of others Sins are often committed for reasons that make more sense when viewed from their perspective, so we should be more forgiving People who commit sins need to seek forgiveness before it is too late Reading more articles recently about increasing threat of attack from China Read interesting blog po...