Lost Whyspers

Why must adversity always come in groups? Then it is the little thing that finally tips us over I am aware of this and will be cautious I am doing my best to strengthen myself Artwork above by beginning artist named Linoir Can imagine a whole story behind it She is enduring pain to make herself stronger Thinking a lot about what I've gone through so far in life Helps put things into perspective

Got hit by 2 horrible problems today One was somewhat expected, but bad timing Other came as complete surprise Broken my trust in fundamental ways Want to just rage at the world, but no use What next? Just move on, become stronger

Weekend went better than I originally expected Made progress with cleaning up Other issues didn't come up Going to be worrisome week Not sure how much time I'll have available Not sure when I'll be ready for Forum Mafia again Listening to my music playlist for background music more often lately

Okay, this is much delayed. I didn't realize I hadn't even updated my music playlist last week. And now I've delayed this week. Anyway... Added these 2 songs. Amaranthe - Strong Klaus Badelt - The Black Pearl Removed these 2 songs. Charlotte Sands - Bad Day Lights - Up We Go Here's my new playlist. Amaranthe - Strong Klaus Badelt - The Black Pearl Starset - Monster Katy Perry - Roar UNSECRET x Neoni - Ignite Marcin Przybylowicz - The Mighty Jarl of Skellige (Legacy) (GWENT Soundtrack) Neoni - Never Say Die Neoni - Champion Icon For Hire - Counting on Hearts Skillet - Feel Invincible Olivia Holt - Phoenix Fireflight - Keep Fighting Ashes Remain - On My Own Icon For Hire - Too Loud Icon For Hire - Make A Move Calvin Harris & Ellie Goulding - Outside Within Temptation - Mad World Skillet - Whispers in the Dark Evanescence - Whisper Icon For Hire - Up In Flames

Wow, it skipped to Friday already Didn't get a chance to post a new music playlist on Wednesday Still planned on posting yesterday Just been extra busy last couple days Today is still kind of hectic Still keeping up with reading Reading The Great Mental Models for non-fiction Reading Victories Greater Than Death for fiction Thinking I need to change my pfp soon, but can't decide 🙂 Jotted so many thoughts for blogging Will I have time to write more? Keeping up streak with Chinese learning in Duolingo 17 days right now Oh wow, just looked back for previous music playlist and noticed I didn't even post one last week

Words are so limiting Or at least my ability with words are so limiting I feel like I can only get a small percentage of what I'm thinking down into words I feel like the words limit what I'm trying to say This is frustrating and makes me not even want to try However I know that's not a good solution Better solution would be to improve my writing Arguing with people can be so frustrating Sometimes it is so obvious that the other person isn't even considering logic of arguments So then is there a point to continue? How do I know when to keep fighting and when to just let it go? I have a personal bias towards avoiding conflict So then I worry that I'm convincing myself to let things go that I shouldn't But then I also can't help feeling that it's right to only get into conflicts that are necessary Reminds me of parts of Stormlight Archive Character and his father have opposing viewpoints on this

Listening to The Psychology Podcast Sam Harris || Free Will (Part 1) Sam Harris || Free Will (Part 2)