Lost Whyspers

Signed up as replacement for the Paint Your Mafia game on FoL Originally didn't feel like joining because of the drawing mechanic Now I'm somewhat interested Also noticed they are quickly running out of replacements Need to prepare myself for the game Wanted to write more, but got busy

Again, need to praise the Bullet Journal idea Haven't written for a while, but feel guilty when I see my old Bullet Journal entries I get the urge to continue even if I'm not sure what to write Then just starting to write makes ideas flow Not sure why I haven't written for a few days Things have been relatively good Maybe I don't want to interrupt the flow by thinking too much about things Wonderful success with Project SV recently Asked Jane about FBR tool They apologized about forgetting Been extremely busy recently Will continue soon Signed up for Final Fantasy X Mafia game on MU Nieces interested in playing Coup again We played over weekend

Intended to post on recent FM games yesterday Hope to get to that later today Worn out and slightly depressed yesterday, so vegged out watching Loki Enjoyed every episode (only 6) Looking forward to what comes in the MCU People continue to be frustrating 😔 Notice I get too worked up Need to not let things bother me so much Probably partly to do with lack of sleep Also lack of satisfaction in other areas

Foster accepted my friend request Said he thought we'd moved on from chatting since it had been a while Said he felt Discord worked that way where people come and go Originally I didn't remember it being long since we'd talked I thought it had only been a day or so Went back to review my blog and saw that indeed it was at least a week or so before I even started wondering about not hearing from Foster I didn't notice he'd unfriended me until maybe a month later Good to have a blog to refresh my memory of events 😀

Fighting temptation to feel overwhelmed Trying to view things in small worlds Want to find things to eliminate Trying to focus where I can Resisting urge to play new games Saw mention of game called RimWorld Very detailed sci-fi colony sim Sim games make you feel like you are accomplishing a lot Reading less lately Feel need to read more again Keep finding books I want to read Considering game for SINoALICE guild to play over Discord Simulate smaller version of Colosseum from mobile game Thought perhaps this could help make guild feel closer Leader had tried Hunger Games, but game completely automated Need something with player interaction

Signed up on Patreon for FoL Want to get the custom title Universal Backup 😀 Unfortunately it also colors my name and adds a crown flair That's going to stand out too much 😀 Alice's Castle Desolation game starting today

Got Snow White International in SINoALICE So beautiful with that parasol Looking forward to switching to her Alice's Castle Desolation filled Should be starting soon Alice hasn't been feeling well lately, so not starting right away My friend S will be heading to US next year Didn't realize he was US citizen by birth Wish him best of luck Katze nominated me for Community MVP at FoL Feel both elated and guilty Elated for the surprise recognition Guilty for not putting forth my best in recent game Guilty for also feeling more distant from FoL recently Inspires me to want to do better both at FoL and other areas Realize that I do respond to awards and other signs of appreciation Perhaps should write more about this in separate post