I miss you, Mistborn
Oh, how I miss you, Mistborn clan. 😥 It brings tears to my eyes just thinking of the times we once had. 😥
Can I really return? Should I return? Is it fair? Fair to them? Fair to me? Is it just setting us all up for more disappointment?
All I can think about was how accepted I was with them. But that was also part of the problem. I felt guilty for being so adored and wanted to put my all into giving them more. Yet that was always headed for disaster.
It did finally result in disaster. I can still recall that nervous breakdown and the aftermath. Should I risk having that happen again? I'm such a fool...
Don't be too hard on yourself. Geez. There are toxic people everywhere, you can't avoid that. In addition to that, I think everyone will accept you just the way you are, be yourself.
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