Bullet Journal 2022-10-25 Tuesday

• Signed up for Secret Societies game on FoL
• Considering whether to ask Chloe about how things are going with FoL
• Want to ask about any issues or plans
• Maybe I'll write a post and have some polls about various things
• Trying to get myself involved in more projects that make me feel good
• Continuing to watch Lycoris Recoil
• Not sure whether to keep playing much on BGA
• Fun sometimes yet also gets repetitive
• Feel like sometimes I'm just playing to try to make progress in the Arena
• Think I should probably play more real-time games on there instead
• Difficult to guarantee stretch of time for that though
• Trying not to dwell on how despicable some people can be
• Difficult to balance being forgiving and merciful with being a pushover
• Realize I need to work out these issues before I become someone with more power and influence
• Subconsciously I might be holding myself back since I know I'm not ready
• Need to care yet not care
• I see the contradictions in the messages I hear, yet I also feel like there is a certain path of balance that makes it all work out