Lost Whyspers

Keep getting distracted/overwhelmed from posting here Feel like have bunches of thoughts swirling in mind Want to get them out in writing Can I find the time? Necessary "He that lets the small things bind him leaves the great undone behind him." Piet Hein From WindwardAway's signature on MC Did I post about my most recent pfp change? Replaced into Sonic the Heghog game for FoL but hosted on MU Forum Battle Royale game should be ending soon Need to finish some achievement stuff Need to finish posting actions for previous rounds Still considering quitting Age of Magic again Probably continue with SINoALICE bit longer Like the guild atmosphere better there

Death City game finished on FoL Went to end game, but lost since I couldn't escape Too trusting of other players like Solic and Apprentice Still had lots of fun relic hunting and such Not sure if I'll play next game from Alice Tempted to play especially since D&D theme Supposedly she'll establish set hours for actions which will help with scheduling Planning to change Forum Battle Royale website to general PBF (Play By Forum) website Possibly will create new website and link to FBR Want to have list of games for PBF with pros and cons for each Considering games like Dixit also Someone from my Mistborn Clan for Mobile Legends contacted me again Still asking about diamonds I can hardly believe it Foster contacted me again just now Discussing responsibilities I feel like I'm always running away from responsibilities by taking on other responsibilities that I shouldn't He asked about introducing him to my online friends Wants to find interesting people to chat with...

Considering changing Forum Battle Royale website into general website for forum games Going to add Android: Infiltration Could add Coup variations Might add ideas for Forum MOBA (FOBA) and Forum Rogue Read about horrible incident in Taiwan involving Judo class Instructor forced new 7-year-old student to endure many throws Child became unresponsive yet instructor thought he was faking Continued to throw around child Eventually ambulance was called Child is brain dead and may stay in vegetative state for remainder of life Completed Project SC that had been causing me difficulty for a while Forced myself to just work things out and get it done

Trying to keep up with blog posting People getting more worried about China possibly invading Taiwan Considering forum version of Android: Infiltration Fairly simple gameplay Limited number of players, so not bad for turn-by-turn play May sort players by schedule for quicker play Could run multiple games if more people want to play FoL needs more Misc games

Why do I keep skipping this at times when I most need it? Worried about my friend Scruffy and his latest blog post Worried about my friend Archer and his talk about things not so well and just thinking Been having headaches for past couples days Pushing myself too much and feel I might lose control Need to stabilize things, cut out unnecessary stuff Finally got Rem and Ram in SINoALICE

Nominated for Mafia Championship CRichard on FoL nominated me and Centuries Declined nomination since I feel I wouldn't be able to handle myself in a championship environment Besides it takes place in July and August, which wouldn't be a good period for me Death City VLDR game getting more fun Forum Battle Royale game down to 6/10 players

Crazy busy and feel bad about not posting Couple deaths in Forum Battle Royale POG 2+2 anniversary game started Didn't join since barely enough time already Feel bad, but also relieved Still reading Oathbringer Sooo much good stuff I wish I could write about more Things about oaths and passion and such Doing the right thing Sometimes doing what is necessary even if morally questionable Grand Colo coming up in SINoALICE Re:ZERO collab also Still want to watch season 2

Took care of some necessary financial work Continuing to host Forum Battle Royale Processing time reduced slightly, but still around an hour Considering looking for someone to write a program for me to help with processing Keeping list of ideas for next game Planning to give the players a survey at the end to see what they thought Started playing IdleRPG again

Oh man, I feel like I'm going crazy! Overwhelmed! Need to cut back Want more time to read No time or energy to chat Members from Lemon Gang chatting about Wild Rift May consider playing again Still seem to have problem with buying from store Probably shouldn't join anniversary game on POG 2+2

Started Forum Battle Royale game on FoL last night Still love listening to Icon for Hire Continued working on List of Completed FM Games - 2020 Sometimes hard to pick out games from the list of threads Arete must have noticed my edits since they liked the post a bit ago Alice started signups for a DR-like game called Death City Sounds like it has less solving than DR since no Mastermind Sounds a little easier to act independently I decided to join to try it out

Day going better than expected so far Considering whether to join anniversary game on POG 2+2 VR joined recently VR described the types of custom roles based on POG members that were done in previous games, so sounds interesting Waiting for more players for Forum Battle Royale Turn out bit disappointing, but should still be enough May need to reduce map size May show all player locations all the time

Started signups for Forum Battle Royale on FoL [Misc] Forum Battle Royale - Signups (10/20) So far have the minimum of 10 players, but want more Going to wait at least 24 hours, possibly 48 hours Still need to write up a few more rules to clarify things Remembered to update game list on FoL List of Completed FM Games - 2021 Depressed this morning Made worse by incident with J Started mindmap about decisions I need to make Read article about how someone has been using Captain America comics to depict Red Skull as parody of Jordan Peterson Still thinking about Korean movie  Along With the Gods: The Last 49 Days Interesting message about how we need to see things from the perspective of others Sins are often committed for reasons that make more sense when viewed from their perspective, so we should be more forgiving People who commit sins need to seek forgiveness before it is too late Reading more articles recently about increasing threat of attack from China Read interesting blog po...

Finished watching Korean movie Along With the Gods: The Last 49 Days last night Rated 4 stars Might be better than 1st in series Wonderful plot twists that I didn't see coming Interesting ideas of Buddhism and general philosophy, especially regarding forgiveness Published website for Forum Battle Royale Forum Battle Royale Still work-in-progress

Participated in discussion on moderation on FoL yesterday Suggested jury system where regular members can take part in internal moderation discussions on rotating basis Some thought it was interesting idea but probably not workable long term Others simply thought it unnecessary or not good Most people speaking seem to be saying that mods simply need to be more strict Also that rules need to be more explicit I think both those are easier said than done Read thread on game moderation on POG 2+2 Debate about whether game hosts should have full control over who plays their games Working on Forum Battle Royale Thinking of switching to 8 general actions instead of start, movement, and end actions That will make it more flexible for future changes (e.g. terrain effects, new actions, etc.) Still think website might be best format for rules and such

Created site for Forum Battle Royale Added all rules there Plan to add weapons and items Not sure if this is good idea, but will see Dat told me that my game can be next Still feel a little behind on things Flat tire this morning

Hiking trip actually ended up being lot of rock climbing also Soooo tiring Don't understand why people think that's fun If going out in nature, I'd rather have leisurely hiking to enjoy the time Want to use the time for reflecting Preparing origami Easter eggs for nieces

Family hiking trip this weekend Osie checked if I'm okay with replacing into a game on Mafia Colosseum

It's N3 for the LG75 Alethi game at  17th Shard . Well, I was executed as a sudden wagon at the end of the day by Araris. Books and Ash got on there. Books made sense since they were another wagon and looked like they might be executed. I'm glad I did start that wagon on Books since things now look pretty good for them. And interestingly, people are a little suspicious of Araris since he's known to bus. That combined with the fact that I'm vanilla makes me look like a good bus candidate. So if there were any suspicions about my wagon, they'd likely go for Araris first before Books or Ash.

Feel good about preparations for Easter Getting rather warm now Need to prepare more for Forum Battle Royale