Bullet Journal 2021-09-25 Saturday

• Still snappish?
• Am I going downhill?
• Sometimes I have this wild thought that maybe I'm undergoing rehab
• Like maybe I'm in a simulation or reincarnated life
• Maybe I've placed myself or was forcibly placed into this situation
• That I need to learn how to become a better person
• Or maybe that I'm training myself to become ready to take a role with power
• I think I would do that to myself
• Makes sense in order to avoid becoming corrupted by power later
• Should I try out Mobile Legends again?
• Maybe it's a good release?
• Yesterday I finally made headway on a problem
• Wrote out all the various scenarios and results
• That helped see the bigger picture
• Also had thoughts that my life may be like one of those background stories for an evil character
• Like the movie Maleficent
• Where it shows how the character was once good and how they turned evil
• Or maybe they aren't evil but completely misunderstood and thought to be evil
• Sometimes people say those types of stories kind of make evil sympathetic in a harmful way
• I sometimes thought that as well
• Yet I can also see how they do show another perspective worth considering
• Life has lots of gray areas
• I believe less and less in black and white