Bullet Journal 2021-09-25 Saturday

  • Still snappish?
    • Am I going downhill?
  • Sometimes I have this wild thought that maybe I'm undergoing rehab
    • Like maybe I'm in a simulation or reincarnated life
    • Maybe I've placed myself or was forcibly placed into this situation
    • That I need to learn how to become a better person
    • Or maybe that I'm training myself to become ready to take a role with power
    • I think I would do that to myself
    • Makes sense in order to avoid becoming corrupted by power later
  • Should I try out Mobile Legends again?
    • Maybe it's a good release?
  • Yesterday I finally made headway on a problem
    • Wrote out all the various scenarios and results
    • That helped see the bigger picture
  • Also had thoughts that my life may be like one of those background stories for an evil character
    • Like the movie Maleficent
    • Where it shows how the character was once good and how they turned evil
    • Or maybe they aren't evil but completely misunderstood and thought to be evil
    • Sometimes people say those types of stories kind of make evil sympathetic in a harmful way
    • I sometimes thought that as well
    • Yet I can also see how they do show another perspective worth considering
    • Life has lots of gray areas
    • I believe less and less in black and white

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