Lost Whyspers

Feel so lost again Not sure where to go Need to make a choice about the direction I'm taking in the years to come Feel so tired Feel so angry at times Getting annoyed easily Feel my hatred festering for a certain someone Feel myself distancing from certain others Need to get back into Stoicism Felt that helped me deal with chaos and injustice Came upon book called Never Say You Can't Survive: How to Get Through Hard Times by Making Up Stories Coincidence for it to come up now? Recently been thinking about how stories help reshape situations Opened free preview to see if it seemed like something I'd be interested in Got pulled away from even reading that Need to try again! Liking the new art studies from NIXEU New one above feels like she's had a rough time She's getting ready to piece herself together and get back to work on things Exactly how I feel now Met player named Kungfupizza on BGA Italian guy who visited Taiwan couple of times Interesting to talk with Tried...

On the Breadbox server, they were taking a moral alignment test based on the alignments in D&D. Moral Alignment Test I often like taking such tests. I got the following result. I feel like this is a good result for me. It matches well for how I see myself. I particularly like the description given.

Started post on "Praise and appreciation" but stuck Yesterday both good and bad Finished couple things I'd put off Wish I could have done more Got distracted by little things Thinking a lot about where I'm going in life Some thoughts come from reading Rhythm of War Considering what groups to stay part of Considering what to remove from my life Found the above artwork recently, but can't remember where

I changed my profile pic to this recent study by an artist I like named NIXEU .

SINoALICE Senate guild taking break from Colo Ciconia FM game on FoL ended with wolves conceding Went better than expected CRichard asked me to join multiball FM game on MU Low post requirement of 10 Max post count of 150 Should be good change Still hope I don't rand wolf 🙂 Still need to finish up with game designs Want to do Senate game Probably will also look for other help on FBR Want to write up rules for forum version of Betrayal at House on the Hill Continuing to play games on BGA

Started feeling a little better late last night Reading Rhythm of War did help ease my depression Took ibuprofen to help with headache and general pain, which did help Probably should have taken it sooner Usually try to avoid getting dependent on medication Today will be somewhat hectic Getting better at the board game Canosa  🙂

Haven't been feeling good for past few days Headaches Severe depression Tiredness Reading one of only things that makes me feel calmer Trying to take things one small step at a time