So it is done...
Well, it is done. I actually followed through and posted the announcement to disband the Mistborn Clan. I had a moment of clarity where I saw that it had to happen this way.
@Mistborn I’ve been reluctant to do this, but I’ve finally come to the conclusion that it must be done. I am going to officially disband Mistborn for all practical purposes. You can still use the logo and call yourself Mistborn if you’d like. However, there will no longer be any tournaments or events planned.
Oddly enough, I don't exactly feel overwhelming sadness. Like I told one of the members, yes, it's sad, but I try not to focus on the ending. It's like a graduation where you remember the good memories. I think in another way, I've already been going through the sadness for awhile as things faded away to this.