Lost Whyspers

Coming to see more and more of the benefits of moving Up and down, up and down Need time to rest Need time to meditate Lots of thoughts, just can't get the words out

I'm changing my profile pic to a character named Yor from a new anime called Spy x Family. Artwork of her has suddenly been coming up all over the place. I watched the first couple episodes and it does look like it will be a fun show. 🙂

Up and down, up and down Created Discord server for Miach last week Called it Miach's World Just for Miach to invite friends Right now just Shade and myself Shade started streaming games on there He had been streaming with Miach before Now I can sometimes catch their stream or just chat with them Yesterday I watched him play Horizon Zero Dawn Osie's invitational game ended on FoL Orange's invitational game starting soon on FoL One big "blue" problem from over the years was finally resolved today Working on an urgent problem that came up today Checked out Scruffy's blog Looks like he posted about Guardian Tales in February

You have to assemble your life yourself, action by action. — Marcus Aurelius Chatting with Miach a bit again She was having trouble with her email Remembering TSO (The Shadow Order) guild from War of Genesis Preparing for a trip Continuing to watch Witcher season 2 Finished through episode 5 Getting quite interesting Can't concentrate much today

Nice chat with Miach today She's very sweet Probably should chat with her more She watches Shade stream games Not sure how I'm feeling Sometimes feel better and more hopeful But then that easily gets smothered by certain people and events How can I live more like the Stoics? Watched episodes 1 and 2 of Witcher season 2 Liking it a lot so far Love Ciri and Geralt Not sure how I feel about Yennefer this time around

Your principles can't be extinguished unless you snuff out the thoughts that feed them, for it's continually in your power to reignite new ones... It's possible to start living again! See things anew as you once did — that is how to restart life! — Marcus Aurelius Trip coming up next week Orange's invitational FM game on FoL coming up soon as well Helping to host Starting to use PrayerMate app again Still have prayers and quotes from before Some very inspirational, like the one above from Marcus Aurelius Feel like I need to use this daily again Slowed down in reading lately Need to pick back up on that Wondering about Constantyne Wondering about Vulgard Watched a little of season 2 of Witcher as preview Looks like it will be very interesting again Read that season 3 in the works

Feel like I'm in a severe funk Don't want to do anything at all Busy morning Then had headache for much of rest of day Now getting a bit better Still have another health issue bothering me for past week and half Still just can't bring myself to feel like doing anything Thought about trying to just write here Finished filing my taxes couple days ago Seem to always delay every year Usually feel that it was simpler than I expected Good results from a report today Extremely happy and relieved about that Feel so lost Don't even know what I'm seeking Don't know what would make me happy Trying to find consolation in things that use to make me happy

My life is a blur Don't know what to make of it sometimes Feel so out of control Feel like things just keep coming at me See a light of hope sometimes See a way out of the storm Can I make my way out? Reading Harrow the Ninth Feeling more into it this time around Watching Avatar again One of my favorite movies Feel so frustrated and angry sometimes Need time out periods Need time for meditation Need to gain perspective So many hopes and dreams still Do I even attempt them?

Falling back on simple Bullet Journal Really feel need to write, but can't find focus for more complete writing Thoughts in my head driving me crazy Reading stuff in #lgbt-zone channel of Breadbox My heart goes out to some of these people Wish some way in heaven and earth that I could help Teetering on depression Keeping myself from dwelling on thoughts that I know could bring me down Found that I need to go back to watching inspirational videos Let me release my emotions to some extent I do still feel a light of hope through all this I know I can make it God or someone or something has always been watching over me For this I am truly thankful Want to write about some ongoing games on FoL Might try continuing to read Harrow the Ninth next