Lost Whyspers

Continuing to play Mobile Legends Vulgard joined my squad Played game with Sassy and Cleez Their baby is already 2 years old! Feel bad for not asking more Want to learn new Edith hero Continuing to read Elantris Saw that they were doing the gift exchange for FoL Wanted to join, but felt bad for not doing something creative Saw really cool slideshow Min put together for Chloe Feel bad about not talking more with Constantyne Installed some graphics software on laptop Want to learn some stuff Still thinking of best PBF game to host on FoL Not sure if Betrayal at House on the Hill will be too complicated New BotF game already starting up on FoL Timing was perfect to allow me to sign up first as traveller Really don't want to be Demon again 🙂 Chatted with Vulgard again Learned that he plays DR roleplaying on Discord Works on creative writing for that Couple days ago I allowed my anger to get the best of me Ended up making mistake Mistake was also partially due to neglect at paying att...

I finally found the song I'd been searching for! I'd heard it a number of times in the past. It's a Chinese song called 寓言 ("The Fable") with a tune that sounds like "God Rest Ye Merry Gentlemen". I wasn't even searching for it at the time. I was just looking for other songs I was in the mood for. I thought about the song "Over The Rainbow" and remembered there was a version I particularly liked. I found the one sung by 張韶涵 (Angela Chang, sometimes spelled Zhang) on Spotify. She's a Taiwanese singer and actress. I love her voice and she does so well with this song. Her English is perfect. However, it was the next song on the album that really got me excited. And the lyrics are better than I had assumed they'd be. Here's an English translation after running them through Google Translate. I wandered into this lively street　The sun made me a little tired It’s weird that I’ve loved broken thoughts recently, but I think I DON’T CARE ...

I needed to switch out my Christmas pfp and decided to go with a piece from ZED called Raven . She has a bit of a somber look, but I suppose that's just how I feel overall recently. Though that's not to say that I haven't had some bright points come up.

So I played my first game of Mobile Legends after returning to it recently. It was a Rank game and I picked Lolita, of course. It took a short time to get use to playing again, but then got better. My team won and I got MVP with a rating of 10.0! 🙂 I was absolutely elated. I do hope to get a chance to play again soon. Looked like the season is ending in a day or so. Maybe I can climb the ranks next season. Yesterday I had accidentally invited Vulgard to my squad after adding him as a friend in the game. They don't even ask for confirmation when you push the little squad invite icon wondering what it's for. So silly. Anyway, Vulgard decided to accept the invite anyway since he'd been wanting to complete the task on joining a squad. Haha, I get confused now about whether I already wrote something in a blog post or if it was in the new journal app I've been using. I was intending to eventually transfer some things I've written from there to blog posts. I find it easie...

So I did end up opening Mobile Legends 🙂 Told me it was 183 days since last login Curious to see how I felt Curious to see what changed Sassy sent me a message right away Looking forward to giving Christmas gifts to nieces Our family had a plan not to give gifts this year since we'll be moving to US soon Couldn't help myself 🙂 Planned these gifts earlier in the year already Looking forward to trying out map-making software on new laptop Going to try creating map to symbolize my life path

Past midnight, but still writing this for Tuesday 🙂 Just found out that Vulgard plays Mobile Legends! Find this so surreal to discover Now I'm even more tempted to return Even though we may not be able to team up for serious play because of distance Received my new laptop Going to take some time to set up Look forward to using it Delayed getting new laptop for too long

Restful day yesterday (Sunday) Still need to reply to people Today busy day Making some professional progress Thinking about Sassy and other friends from Mobile Legends who I haven't chatted with for a long time Heard that Witcher season 2 is out or almost out

Wazza saw my post about her She let me know that it made her feel appreciated  We chatted for a bit Hope to chat with her again sometime Chats with Scruffy and Vulgard few days ago Hope to continue talking with them Haven't heard back from Miach Hope she's doing okay Reading links on Arete's profile They are someone I'd be interested in getting to know more about someday Seems like a knowledgeable and wise person Enjoying Elantris still Want to write about themes in Cosmere books So many ideas floating in my mind recently Growing inspired to do something more meaningful Worried about taking too big a step and falling Still need to handle a few important things soon FoL award nomination thread revived Chloe put a lot of work into that

Changing my profile pic to a Christmas themed one. This was one titled Miley Claus from an artist called Rossdraws . I think she is one of his original characters and appears in a number of his works.

Wazza sent me a DM Just message saying she loves me and hopes I have a good day when I wake up 🙂 Unexpected and pleasant surprise 🙂 Somewhat curious what brought it on Yet also don't want to spoil it by asking Wonderful when people do nice things like this for someone Can really make a person's day Continuing to read Elantris More time to think lately Need to convert this to more action Saw this cute pic of character Gwen from League of Legends (I think) New Fortress of Lies doing well Noticed that Mafia Colosseum hasn't been getting any new posts lately Interesting how certain communities continue and prosper more than others MC has continued discussions on Discord though Find it interesting to read the political channel Wondering whether to join the Stellaris: Federations game starting on FoL Considering reformatting these bullet journal posts Getting frustrated with Orange's continued negativity concerning FoL awards Wrote up reply, but going to hold off actually...

Started reading Elantris by Brandon Sanderson Completed a few little things here and there Feel good about that Trying not to think of all the other things still to do 🙂 Joined a Blood on the Forums game on FoL Previous one in signups didn't get enough players This game filled up fairly quickly Going to just enjoy the craziness and not get worked up about what others do Continuing to listen to Stoic podcasts Continuing with my Duolingo streak for studying Chinese Continuing to meditate in the mornings when I can